right, i went for my band grant audition tues. have to say i thought it went pretty well... or i could very well be in denile. i messed up on my a flat scale though, but i think that Dr. Cameron could sense the anxiousness and nervousness that i was feeling.
which in turn brings me to my next topic of discussion... i bought a DSM-IV at the bearstore at sms. im all like reading and stuff, ad looking up things that i want. when searching for a certain something, i read and realise that i think i have a disorder. and i know youre all like 'oh man, shes just dreamin and shiat' but honest to GOD there are things i dont tell people- AMAZING, no?
on the anxiousness and nervousness- that brings me to the second part of this topic. on top of something else i read, i was reading up on "social phobia disorder." another honest to god belief that i have it.
im so freakin, embarrassed about this, and this is the reason that i am writing it here. i want to think that my tightly- knit family of readers (and maybe some other univited, asphixiated readers), will keep their mouths shut, until maybe i verify.
well... thats about it... OH WAIT!
someone called me today...
- out.